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My wife always locks the bedroom door after we make love, but one day everything changed.

My wife always locks the bedroom door after we make love, but one day everything changed.

The first time she locked the door after we finished, I didn’t pay any attention.  I was lying down, still out of breath.  When she got up, she quietly went to the door and turned the key.  Then she came back as if nothing had happened.  I watched it.  She smiled and pressed her body against mine as if she hadn’t just locked the door.

It was that night that I started paying attention.  Her name is Adaï. We’ve only been married for a few months, not yet three.  I met her through one of those “God told me it’s her” type introductions. Calm girl, soft voice, no stress. My name is Santo, I am 35 years old.  I run a printing company in the city.

  I don’t talk much and I don’t like trouble .  That’s one of the reasons why I married him. She seemed to embody peace.  But that night, as I lay staring at the ceiling, something inside me refused to sleep.  Why lock the door afterwards?  Not before, not when we entered, afterwards as if she was hiding something or expecting something.

The second time it happened, I asked her gently, “Do you always lock the door at night?” She looked at me and replied, “Why not? Are you waiting for someone?” I laughed, but deep down I was observing him. Then it became a habit.  We were making love.  She would get up discreetly, lock the door, return to bed, and press her body against mine as if everything were normal.

  But last night, I noticed something.  When she locked the door, she didn’t just turn the key.  She murmured something in a low voice, like a prayer or a warning.  And when she came back to bed, she didn’t touch me. She simply turned towards the wall and said only one thing in a very low voice.  You must never open that door while I’m sleeping.

  The room was silent, too silent. Adaï was already filmed, dose to me.  His breathing was soft and regular, like that of someone who had settled their score and was moving on. But I couldn’t sleep. Those words echoed in my head. You must never open that door while I’m sleeping.  For what ?  Why would a woman say that to her own husband ? I turned on my side and stared at his back.

  Normally, I would hug her and bring her closer to me. But that night, something prevented me from doing so. Not exactly fear, but something close to it . We’ve only been married for a few months and for those two months, everything has been calm.  Too quiet.  Adaï is not the noisy or dramatic type.  She doesn’t shout, she doesn’t grumble, she doesn’t complain.

  She gets up early, prepares breakfast, and goes about her business quietly.  No fuss.  At first, I liked it.  Who wouldn’t love it? After all, peace of mind is better than a perfect body.  But now I’m starting to have doubts.  She never gets angry.  Even when I do things that would annoy any normal woman, she smiles and says, “It’s okay. It’s not normal.

”  She barely talks about her family. I asked the question several times, casually.  When will I meet your mother and your brothers and sisters?  She smiled and said, “Soon, in months now.”  Nothing.  I introduced him to my family.  My mother loves him.  My sister was born in my house, she’s still watching over me .  But at least she’s polite.

But Adai, no effort, no call, not even a “say hello to your mother,” nothing. One day, I teased him about it.  Are you planning to be invisible to my family?  She laughed.  That’s not how it is .  So, what’s it like?  She looked at me for a moment and then said, “Some things take time. Let’s enjoy this phase first.

” I gave up on it, but it stayed with me . One afternoon, I invited my mother to spend the weekend with us. I hadn’t spoken to Adaï about it beforehand because I didn’t want her to panic.  When my mother arrived at the gate and called me to open it, Ada disappeared into the room. I didn’t even notice she had gone in until 10 minutes later.

  When she finally came out, her face was calm but her eyes were red as if she had been crying or fighting off sleep.  My mother didn’t notice anything.  She was busy inspecting the house, giving little tips here and there.  That way.  But that night, Adaï did not sleep.  She stayed awake all night, sitting on the floor at the edge of the bed, praying softly.

  I could hear her murmuring things in a low, deep voice like an old woman’s. I didn’t ask him anything, I just observed. The next day, after my mother left, I tried to hug her.  She stepped back gently and said, “Not today. It was the first time she refused my touch. I didn’t insist. Instead, I went outside. I sat on the balcony and called my sister.

 ‘Amaka, tell me the truth. What do you think of Adai ?'”  She remained silent for a moment, then said, “She’s too quiet, Santo. That girl is hiding something, but it’s not for me to say. You’re the one who lives with her.” That night, I decided to try something. I waited until Adai was asleep. Her back was turned, as always.

 I stood on tiptoe and walked to the door, slowly reaching for the key. My hand was about to touch it when I heard her voice: cold, clear, awake. ” If you turn this key, something will change in your life.” The next morning, she acted as if nothing had happened. She brought me tea in bed, smiled, kissed my forehead, and softly sang a gospel song while folding clothes on the chair, as if she hadn’t threatened me the night before.

 ” If you turn this key, something will change in your life.” But I hadn’t slept a wink. I sat there, watching her…  moving around the room like a light breeze, I began to wonder who this woman I married really was. That afternoon, she went to take a shower. I was in the bedroom scrolling through my phone when I noticed her side of the wardrobe was slightly open.

 I innocently got up to close it. That’s when I saw it. A small drawer hidden at the bottom. Not the kind you open by accident. It was carefully concealed behind a spare piece of fabric. I bent down and tried to open it. Locked. I touched the handle again to be sure—locked. As I straightened up, I heard the bathroom door open.

Ada came out, a towel wrapped around her chest, water dripping onto her neck. She stopped when she saw me. Her face didn’t change, but I knew she had seen where my eyes had rested. I tried to  I played it cool. ” Your drawer is locked,” I said, as if it were a casual remark. She nodded slowly. “Yes, some things are personal.

” I didn’t say anything. She didn’t shout. She didn’t accuse me of snooping. She just walked past me, opened her cloth, and started applying cream as if nothing was amiss. But in that moment, something inside me shifted. There were too many personal things in this marriage, too many things locked away. That night, I went out with my beer and called Chic, the friend who had introduced us.

 “Dude, jog my memory. That day, when you told me about Adadai, you said she was your cousin’s sister or a friend’s cousin .” “Chic, Harry.” “Bro, I don’t remember exactly. All I know is she was renting from an aunt I know in Enugu. This aunt said she was a quiet girl and  Decent, that’s all. I kept quiet. He asked why something was wrong? No, no, I lied. I’m just thinking.

But my mind wouldn’t rest. That night, I decided to gently confront Adai. We were in bed, and I turned to her. Baby, you know I love you, right? She smiled. I know, but there’s something I don’t understand. We’ve been married for months. I haven’t seen your family. No one called, no one came. How did we even organize this wedding? Besides, she remained silent.

 Then she sighed deeply. She sat up and looked right at me . You remember we only had a civil ceremony? Just you, me, your family, and the pastor, he told me. I nodded. Yes. She looked away. I told you The time when my family didn’t support my choices, when they didn’t agree with the marriage, and you said you understood. I paused.

 Yes, but I thought it was temporary. I thought things would get better with time. She shook her head. It’s not that simple, Santo. My family, my past, it’s not normal. That’s why I begged you to keep it private. Did you agree? Where did you forget? I didn’t know what to say. Maybe I had forgotten, or maybe I had ignored it because I desperately wanted peace, a gentle wife, a quiet home.

 I looked at her; she stared at the wall, and then she said something that made my chest tighten. If they ever find out I’m married, I don’t know what they’ll do to me . That night, I couldn’t sleep. Not because the room was warm or because there  There was noise, but it was because of what Adai had said earlier.

 If they ever find out I ‘m married, I don’t know what they’ll do to me . Who are they? Why is she acting like she’s on the run? I tossed and turned. I looked at her, then at the ceiling. She was sleeping peacefully, turned over as always. At one point, I dozed off . Then I woke up around 3:37, slightly rushed. My bladder wasn’t screaming yet, but I knew if I ignored it, it would wake me up harder later.

 I got out of bed slowly so as not to disturb it and headed for the bathroom . The hallway was dark and silent. Even the small refrigerator in the living room had stopped humming. On my way back, something made me stop near the door. Voices, not two, just one. Adai’s voice. I moved closer. She was talking in her sleep, Softly, in a muffled, but steady way.

 I tiptoed in , stood at the edge of the bed, and listened. She was speaking Igbo. I froze . Adai never speaks Igbo when we’re alone. Never. She says she’s not comfortable with the language, that she understands it but has trouble speaking it. Even when my mother visits, she always answers in English.

 But that night, in her sleep, the same woman spoke clearly, like someone who had spoken it all her life. I didn’t understand everything, but the tone was enough. She wasn’t pleading . She was imploring, like someone warning of danger. I moved closer to a palent place, then I heard her say something that made the hair on the back of my neck stand on end.

Santo mustn’t open it. He must n’t open it, or they’ll find us faster. Open what? The drawer or something else? She turned away.  In bed, her hand stretched out as if searching for something. Then she spoke again. Even though I did n’t fully understand the words, I knew what it meant. If he opens it, it will end badly.

 My legs suddenly went weak. This was no longer about problems, about an ordinary marriage. It wasn’t a mood swing. It wasn’t shyness. My wife was carrying something, something I wasn’t a part of, and it was slowly beginning to reveal itself. She mumbled one last thing and then it was over . I waited for no more sound.

 I moved away from the bed quietly and sat in the armchair on the other side of the room. I didn’t even want to lie next to her anymore. That night, sleep completely disappeared. I watched her until morning, but just before the sky began to lighten, she turned. Slowly opened her eyes and looked s

traight into my…  Her eyes were as if she already knew I was watching her. She didn’t smile, she didn’t speak, she just stared at me. Then she said calmly, as if we were discussing the weather, “Did you touch anything while I was sleeping?” It was the first thing Adai said as the sky began to clear. Not good morning. Not did you sleep well. Just that calm but sharp question, like a velvet-wrapped knife .

I have glutes. No. She stared at me for a few more seconds and then turned away as if that were enough. But it wasn’t, because even though I said no, the real answer was yes. I hadn’t touched anything that night, but I had touched the drawer two nights before. She hadn’t asked me then . She was asking me now as if something had changed.

 As if someone had told her, “That morning, I went out with the mind  troubled.  I sat at the small plastic table in the courtyard, drinking gari and eating peanuts. I needed to reflect, to organize my thoughts, to breathe.   That’s when I noticed the woman. She stood at the gate without knocking, without speaking, just there, staring at the house.

 

She wore a faded loincloth, loosely tied around her chest, and her head was bare.  Her skin was dark, burned by years in the sun. But it was her eyes that struck me. They did not just watch. They were searching as if she were trying to see through the walls, into the rooms, inside those who lived here.  I got up slowly.

Hello madam, did I call?  No response.  She didn’t blink, didn’t move, just continued to stare at the house.  I’ve taken a step forward.   Are you looking for someone?  Still nothing. I took a look around the house.  The living room curtain moved.  I turned my head and saw Adai looking through only one visible eye.

  As soon as she saw the woman, her whole body reverted to normal.  Then, slowly, she dropped the curtain and disappeared from my sight.  I’m back home. Who is it ?  I said as I entered the living room.  Do you know that woman outside? She stood in the middle of the room, her hands trembling, not visibly, but enough for someone observing closely to notice.

  “Don’t talk to him,” she replied quickly.  “Who is she?”  Ada did not respond.  She walked towards the window, glanced out, then stepped back . “If she asks you anything,” Ada whispered, “it’s simply because you don’t know me.” Pardon ?  I blinked.  Can you hear yourself talking?  She turned towards me.  I’m serious, Santo.

  Whatever happens, just say you don’t know me .  Then she walked past me and had rusted the bedroom door behind her.  For a moment, I stood there, stuck between the last two months and what I had just heard.  I went back out. The woman had disappeared.  No sound, no trace. Not even a footprint, just a heavy air as if something had passed by .

  Then my phone vibrated, a message from an unknown number.  She’s not who you think she is, and if you value your life, stop asking questions.  I reread the message.  She’s not who you think she is.  And if you value your life, stop asking questions. No name, no emojis, just a threat disguised as advice.  I looked around me, nothing, nobody.

  The street was still quiet, the hum of generators in the distance, the morning sun trying to break through.  I deleted the message, not out of fear, but because I didn’t know what to do with it . Inside the house, Adai acted as if nothing had happened. She cooked some bread and an egg sauce.  She swept it away.

  The salon even folded my clothes neatly on the bed.  But one thing was wrong.  She did n’t mention the woman once .  She didn’t ask if I had seen him again .  She did not ask if the woman had said anything.  She didn’t even ask if I was okay.  This silence spoke volumes more than any explanation. After lunch, I sat and watched them move.

  She was not agitated, but she was not totally at peace either, like someone waiting for a knock at the door that they hope never to hear.  So, I decided to test it.  “Baby,” I said softly. My mother asks when we will come to AA. I thought we could travel this weekend, spend time with her, just for a few days.

  She froze for a second, just one.  But I noticed it.  Then she turned and smiled.  Oh, that’s sweet, but baby, this weekend is too soon.  I leaned forward .  Too early?  We’ve been married for months now.   ” I know,” she said, looking down at her hands.  But things are still very recent.  Let’s give ourselves some time first, maybe later.

  I’m head down slowly. All right.  When she opened her mouth and then closed it again. Then she smiled again. I will know when the time is right. That was the second alarm bell of the day.  I didn’t insist.  But later in the evening, when she was in the kitchen, I took her phone from the sofa.  I just wanted to check something.

  Not the messages, just the basic settings. Something was bothering me.  I scrolled down to the ” About phone” section.   That’s where I saw him.  Device name : Adobina.  Obina, not my last name, not a name she had ever mentioned to me.  I froze.  Then I opened his gallery.  Most of the relevant photos were taken at home, but I made nets all the way down and that’s where I saw it.

  A blurry, old but fairly clear photo.  Ada was standing next to a man, not me.  He looked older, darker, taller with a beard and tribal markings.  She was smiling in the photo, the kind of smile she never gave me.  Behind them, a sign Obina, clinic of the girl’s heroes, 1986. I stared at the image as if it were going to speak.

  Then I heard footsteps in the hallway.  I quickly put the phone down, sat down, and grabbed the remote control.  Ada came in, wiping her hands with a towel.  She looked at me, then at her phone, then at me again and smiled, a small but strained smile. You’ve been busy.  I forced a smile too, just while channel surfing. She nodded.

  But at that moment, we both knew what had just happened.  She knew I had seen something.  I knew she knew, and she knew I wasn’t going to stop digging any deeper now.  That night, we didn’t talk much.  Ada sat next to me on the sofa, pretending to scroll through her phone.  I was holding the remote control as if I were watching the news, but we were both pretending.

  Silence is a strange thing in a marriage.  Sometimes it’s peace, other times it’s war that carries a scent. The next morning, Adaï dressed as usual.  An elegant dress, hair neatly tied back, a little powder on the face.  She kissed me on the cheek and said, “I’m going to work.” I nodded, watched them leave. Then I waited 5 minutes and followed him.

  It was not a spy mission.  I just wanted to understand who I had married.  That name I had seen on her phone, Obina, and that sign for the Herbo clinic, had not left my mind since the day before.  If she could hide that, what else was she hiding?  Ada had told me that she worked in a small accounting firm on Ikena Street.

  She always left at 8am and returned at 4:30pm.  I had never checked.  I trusted him.  Not today.  I followed him on my bike, at a safe distance, in my car, saw him turn into Ikena Street and enter a small brown building.  From the outside, the place seemed legitimate.  I waited for Maranata Consults.

  15 minutes later, I went in.  The receptionist smiled at me.  a young girl chewing gum and scrolling through Instagram. “Hello,” I said.  “I’m looking for Ada, she works here.”  The girl stopped, looked at me, then frowned .  “Adai!”  “Yes,” I replied.  She blinked and then turned to look at another woman sitting next to her .

  “As for you, we have a haadaïe who works here.”  The woman shook her head slowly.  No, no adai here. Are you sure this is the office?  I forced a small laugh.  Yes, maybe I’m wrong.  I left slowly, my heart pounding.  If she was n’t working there, where had she been going for the past two months? I waited in my car, hidden behind a large delivery truck, observing the building.

  At about 10:43, Adaï left through the brown gate, but she was not alone.  She was talking to someone, an older, tall woman with a slight limp.  The woman was holding a small gourd in her left hand.  Ada gave her something in a black plastic bag, whispered something to her, then looked around quickly like someone watching for danger.

  I dove in immediately.  My hands were trembling. She left.  The woman crossed the street and entered another compound.  not the brown office building , but a green-painted bungalow with no sign.  So that was it.  She lied every day.  At noon, I left and went straight to Chike’s office.  He was surprised to see me.

  “You arrive like a ghost,” he laughed.  What’s going on?  I didn’t waste any time.   ” Great,” I said calmly.  Are you sure you knew her well before introducing her to me?  He raised his eyebrows. Ah, I told you, I didn’t know her very well .  I’ve only heard good things about her.  Whose?  An aunt in Enuguédait owned the compound where she was staying.

  She said the girl was calm, always praying.  I even heard that she helped some women with midnight matters.  You know, that spiritual stuff. I froze.  What do you mean by midnight affair?  He shrugged.  You know, these deliverances involve fasting, healing, touching the uterus, a bit of tradition, a bit of prayer, that sort of thing.  I felt like vomiting.

  I got up and left his office.  When I got home that evening, Ada was already there, sitting quietly on the bed, wiping her feet with a white cloth.  I went in and said nothing. She didn’t look at me either, but just as I was about to leave the room, she said softly, “Did you go to my office today?”  I stopped, turned around.

  She kept staring at her feet, continuing to wipe them.  Then she added even more softly: “I hope you didn’t follow me to the other place.”  That’s what she said.  His voice was gentle, his tone calm, but the meaning was heavy.  I didn’t reply. I stayed there for a few seconds and then left the room.

  My chest was burning, but I kept quiet for the moment. Later that evening, she prepared a soup of oc with pounded yam.  I don’t even know how I finished the meal.  My head was full, my heart was confused.  But my stomach didn’t speak English.  After dinner, she proposed, understood, she sat on the bed and began to sing hymns of worship in a low voice.

I did not participate; I observed it instead . When she finished, she lay on her side and fell asleep as if everything was normal, as if there was nothing to discuss.  Around 2:15 am, I woke up to go to the bathroom.  This whole vess thing was starting to seem spiritual. When I returned to the room, I noticed something strange.

There was a light inside, a candlelight.  I stopped at the door.  The lightbulb in the room was off, but I could see through the crack under the door that something was flickering inside.  Orange, unstable.  I turned the handle, locked it again.  She had locked the door from the inside.  I knocked gently.  Ada!  No response.

  I knocked again.  Adaï, how are you?  Still no response.  Then slowly, I heard something free-form, soft, deep, like a lullaby from another century.  Then a whisper, not a prayer, just a whisper as if she were talking to something or someone. After almost 5 minutes, the door opened with a click.

  She stood there, her hair loose, her eyes dull, her skin pale as if she hadn’t seen the light for weeks.  But what shocked me wasn’t her face, it was the candle behind her. It was large, black, and burned with a strange blue flame.  No air current was blowing, but the flame danced wildly as if it were reacting to something.

  I tried to speak but the words got stuck. She smiled faintly.  Sorry, I didn’t know you would wake up.  I nodded slowly.  That’s why the candle. She moved away and went back to bed, sitting next to the flame as if it were her pet.  It’s just a personal habit from childhood.  It helps me sleep. Since when?  I asked.

  She looked at me for a long time, tired like someone who had told too many lies and could no longer keep up. “You’ve always known,” she said, “you just never noticed.” I glanced again at the candle and then at her.  Something was wrong.  This thing was not a candle for sleeping.  I knew it.  She knew that I knew, but she wouldn’t say so .

  And I was too scared to insist.  We went back to bed after that, but I didn’t sleep, not even a wink, because that blue flame refused to go out.  And by morning, the wax had disappeared.  But the ground where the candle had been placed was burned. A perfect circle, dark, black and dry on our tiled floor. No wax, no smell, no ash, just a mark and underneath it etched into the tile as if something had scratched it from below.  Ms.